July 20, 2008
The worst feeling in the world is knowing that you can never be happy again. At that point it defeats the purpose of living. I regret everyday that I wake up. In my dreams everything is so perfect. Why can't I just dream forever? Sometimes I really just wanna get away...from everything...from everybody. I'm not a good person. I'm not extraordinary in any way. I'm just kinda there. No one really understands me. No one knows how hurt I am. If I could just find someone...someone new...someone who doesn't have any expectations of me. For some reason, I can't find anyone that is willing to give me a shot. I was so lucky before...I had everything I could ever want at the time. Why did I mess it up? What did I do wrong? I just need one more chance. I can fix everything. We can be happy...I promise...
1 comment:
You haven't wrote anything new for a while. How come? I enjoyed your blog, it was very open and honest.
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