April 2nd, 2008
It’s funny how things work out. One minute someone loves you with all their heart; the next minute they tell you that they dont know what they want but they dont want a boyfriend at all; the next minute they are with the person they have been seeing everyday. All this almost literally within minutes. But thats life I guess. The only question is if you want to live it or not... that question is weighing heavily on me right now. How are we supposed to feel in this situation? I have no idea how to react; how to get an explanation... I cant even figure out how to talk anymore. I wish I had a time machine so that i could skip this part in my life. I hate the way I feel right now. For some reason the music seems to calm me... I wanted so bad to just have that perfect relationship that would last forever. Now I know that it doesn’t always happen the way you want it to, no matter how hard you try, no matter how much you beg or how much you give. No matter what is said or how long it has been and what you leave behind...funny isn’t it?
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