March 31st 2008
I guess it is in fact true what they say, "You never know what have until its gone." I never really fully understood the meaning of this until just recently. It is easy to take things for granted when you know you can get it whenever you want. The hard thing is getting it whenever it is no longer there...getting it when the person who has it, has a change of heart. If there is a God, he seems to like seeing me suffer. He gives me that which I desire the most...waits until I can’t live without it...then takes it from me. It’s hard to describe what I am going through right now, it’s even harder trying to make sense of it all. One thing that I do know is that it is amazing how much a simple kiss from someone you love could alter your day, week, or even life. I miss the feeling of...security. Just knowing that the person on the other end feels the same as I do is the best feeling in the world...to be wanted. I dont know who is going to read this or what anyone will think if they do read it but this is my first ever post so cut me some slack :) But if you do read it and you are in a relationship right now be sure to not take any kiss for granted...it might not be there tomorrow...
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